i. for some reason, life now is so different than 2 years back. for some reason, i am no longer afraid of the future. i cant stop talking about goals and aims i have for myself and the people around me. for whatever reason, family does come first. i can say, i am no longer care about the people in the socmeds have to offer. they are just talks. really.
ii. to actually give the view, my socmeds are kind of a toxic for me. anyone can simply say, i'm just weak. but being me, seeing and scrolling and swiping people's so called achievements and self-entitlements made me realize i have to stop from feeding myself toxins.
iii. people's happiness has nothing to do with inspiration, or any bullshit like sharing the happiness. i believe that your good energy is worthy only to people who really are important to you. not your followers that you called friends. make time for these important people. it's more like investing because when you spend your time with them, you're also getting the benefit from them.
iv. what i'm doing now compared to what ive told my friends about it, which is just on the surface, is far more harder than what they imagine. i guess, i am lucky. the downside of it, i'm holding the biggest responsibility i never thought i could, even now. maybe i put too much pressure and expectation for myself. and i'm back at it again, i'm slowing down and carry slightly more patience now.
v. there is nothing better than a constant prayer to your parents, your family and yourself. dont stop.