on this platform, trying to release everything that has been going inside my head today. i always find myself being okay with everything and then things will come back to me after awhile and that i will realize and question why people act like i’m nothing, like they dont even consider me bcs i’m always okay. almost all decisions they make, they dont even ask my opinion. dont even care to ask why. and then it’ll be just me and my thoughts. it’s so frustrating and most of the time i just want to quit. there are times when i say i want certain things. i want to prioritise this and that. and what i get is a no. without any rational reason or explanation, without being considered of my being. you know, i’m so tired.