Twitter drafts. (2021-2020)

 i. This year is all about getting side money when im not looking syukur alhamdulillah.

ii. Japanese is easier probably bcs i know alot more of its vocab than korean… and also how to build longer sentences…

iii. Pilihan masing-masing. Ada orang suka berhutang, ada orang tak suka berhutang. Tu je. 

iv. I will never stop bragging about when we were in countryside somewhere in north japan, our host family played jazz music on their speaker during every meal time.

v. Setahun dah minum pour over pastu had a bad experience dengan moka pot then baru nak come back stronger, ok la tu kan. Walaupun macam pakai induction stove ni punya la susah nak control temp+timing haihhh.*

vi. Expectation: coffee/ice cream at this time while netflix or just talks

Reality: both. working. on. weekend... at this hour...

vii. No one shouldve taken a salary of more than what they need. 

viii. Personal fav: norwegian wood, kafka on the shore, 1Q84, men without women, pinball.

ix. As bizarre as how time and space work, one cannot say that isra mi’raj did not happen.

x. Most kdrama genre crime or fantasy rarely disappoint me. Should list them though.

Side note:

*i started trying ground coffee about a year ago, experimenting different kind of beans and brew methods. it was fun until i had to stop for awhile cause of my current health condition. 

Purpose.

I came across a post from this one travel vlogger i found on youtube. She posted a reel about purpose in traveling. I read the comment section where these people talk about finding purpose. It gives me thinking about my purpose, not necessarily in traveling but not necessarily about life or anything in between either. I did some travel, light or long ones, adventuring, you might say. What’s weird with traveling/adventuring, the feelings stay. People would say i have a strong memory. Couldnt have agreed. I always think that i am not that sentimental kind of person but whenever i talk about things going down the memory lane, i mean my childhood memories, my school years memory, certain memories are so strong i could picture every detail of it like it happened just yesterday. Sometimes i think about when i’m gone, what will/have i leave the world/the people with. Was memories about me worth remembering even in a tiny part of their life. I miss traveling and adventuring. So bad. It really does give you purpose. No matter what kind. Even so, im kinda used to living here and not going anywhere. These days, even meeting a stranger can boost up my mood. I need to see the world again and also at the same time be more patient, a littl bit more. 

Maybe, i’ll come back to this post in 10 years time. Who knows.

So i’ve been thinking about this. How about i work my ass off, be so successful in this industry that i open a new branch outside this f’ed up country and move out.. Build a new empire and only comes back once in a while to visit relatives and stuff. Well, sounds like a plan.