I havent been on this blog for almost four months now. Wow.
Twitter has taken a lot of my time.
There’s actually no reason for me to write anymore. I’m finding it hard to write stuff now.
These days, everything goes viral. We dont find news anymore, the news are coming to us without we even know it.
Just before I went performed for a prayer, I thought about how a tired soul I am.
Mostly, spiritually.
Am I a toxic to myself if I always undervalue myself, and feel like I don’t deserve anything in this world?
I dont ask for a lot of money yet I’m still getting it and I’m not really happy about it. I always think that the more you gain literally leads to more commitments and so on.
I have so many reasons to not be happy.
More often, I’m fighting with myself.
Sometimes i try to get myself backed up but often times i find myself questioning of all the things i dont deserve to have.