Nak menangis pun dah tak guna
Mungkin betul tiada rezeki. Mungkin rezeki yang bakal tiba lebih bermakna dari yang diharapkan.
I'm kinda fed up of 'maybe' thoughts.
Sigh.
Intro-extra-vert.
Sometimes, just sometimes, I feel like I really need to stop reading. Because only then, I see that there are mortals around me. That there is a whole world, a real one, is trying to talk to me instead of me having conversations with dear self.
I don't know anymore, if reading is a good thing.
Ugh
When these people can't stop complaining about how miserable their life is. How because of that one opportunity they get, that people like us didn't get it, and they just can't stop whining, and it's annoying. Really really annoying, that they should just stfu, and be grateful instead.
Is it that hard? To say thanks? Rather than eternally complaining?
Youth.
Warmed touches,
it heat
through every inch
of
her skin,
of
forbidden places,
she shouldn't
have let him.
And she misses those traces,
of curiosity
the
devilish
stares,
of eager
eyes
and hunger
lusts.
Death.
Destroying
one self
has been a new
way
of
killing
one self,
of
a slow suicide
very
sly
and mischief.
One can never
kill
one self
as in direct
and
fastest,
but one can always
be invisible
and that
is
also
being
dead.
one self
has been a new
way
of
killing
one self,
of
a slow suicide
very
sly
and mischief.
One can never
kill
one self
as in direct
and
fastest,
but one can always
be invisible
and that
is
also
being
dead.
Curiosity.
I have this urging curiosness going around
About cigarette
And the whole of its existing architectural
How it became a sweet-sweetful thought
Of me sucking it.
I studied and wondered
How the dust and the chemicals
Steaming the throat
Heating the bronchioles
Warming the nerves
And
Gives a contained satisfaction.
'If you wanna know how does it feel like, you have to try.
That my friend, is a complete discovery.'
Says me.
The day when I can't sleep.
Today
I can't sleep
Maybe I can if I try hard.
You complained on how early I hit the shack lately
That you've waited for me
Even if it takes the whole night.
Funny
How am I not feel tired at all
Funnier
How am I not sleepy a bit
Like have you sucked my sleepness darling
Because you're now sleeping soundly
While i'm here wondering of why my eyes are hardly shut.
Pieces.
It's been awhile, right?
Life has been good
I'm no longer jobless now
And I wish that September comes sooner
So I can quit early.
I'm average
Sometimes i'm happy with people around
And sometimes I wish the day just end faster.
It's funny when you love someone so much and suddenly the thought came and it was like, you really think you're gonna marry him? Like, don't you remember God and his plans?
I'm glad I have a stepmom
Sometimes, you need other moms because that one mom you have, doesn't understand you.
I was thinking that when the day mom's gone, what would I react, how?
And
I can't think.
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