Okay here's the thing. What am I doing running away from people?
Aku tak tahu. Dan aku blah tanpa berkata apa-apa. Dan mereka perlu sebab dan penerangan. Tapi aku masih lagi dengan absolute egocentrism aku, angkuh dan... Apa masalah aku tak nak menyatakan apa yang aku rasa sebenarnya?!
I don't know. I just mad at myself. What's the problem? Tell them. Just tell them you don't want them in your life! You've had enough of yourself yet you let them enter your life? Like, hell no. You know that aren't you? They'll understand, somehow... You just have to say it.
I don't wanna lose them. Because I know that someday, i'm gonna need them. I don't want any of this, ends. I just need a little time of myself, I guess.
Why is it so hard?