Saat itu apabila mata kau terkatup dan kau hanya mampu berkata, 'apa yang jadi lepas ni, jadilah.'
Like you're giving up your life.
And when you opened up your eyes, on the spur of the moment, you were back in reality and you cried as much as you can unrealized whether you were grateful because you've came back or terribled that you didn't leave.