What am I thinking

At this stage of this thing I'm having, we're having, I lose my self control.

You might see that I'm the toughest one. Because I drew that thick line, I built that concrete wall, I know.

I know that sooner or later, those will be gone over time. And I'm changing. And I'm becoming you. And I'm losing myself everyday.

And if you leave, and if you leave. Well, I don't want to think about that. I'm falling, quite deep. It scares me, that I might as well lose the light I've been hold onto.

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on this platform, trying to release everything that has been going inside my head today. i always find myself being okay with everything and...