I can be weird and I am feeling weird, afraid of things unseen, berkira-kira pada ketentuan tuhan dan cuba meneka pada benda yang belum terjadi.
Future now is void. If you categorized future as thing, now, it's like nothing. You can't feel it, you can't see it, you can't assume it because it's future. It's weird. It's dream. It's sci-fi.
So shut it. Shut everything that comes to your mind, shut. It's just thought. You are going to be alright.
Trust, anything you think you can trust. Trust that you're gonna be alright.