I pat my heart telling it to stay concrete.

Nowadays
It's hard to get what I want. Maybe I've been bitter towards god. And I've been a lot sinful than usual. I know I strived hard for nothing because blessings weren't there. They said even if you're an atheist but when you work hard, you'll get what you want. I guess it doesn't work for me, not that I don't believe in god. I'm still telling myself that it's okay. It is okay.

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on this platform, trying to release everything that has been going inside my head today. i always find myself being okay with everything and...