"awak cakap awak sakit, mentally ill."
aku terdiam, to let him speak off what was in his mind.
"maybe i've always been mentally ill too. it makes me feel happy seeing people laugh at my jokes despite of what i've been through. throwing some punchline i guess, won't hurt."
"i'm a sad human being." he would say. i am a sad human being too, i'd say. i am, always.