i. you know what's not healthy? reading to your old posts. worst, mourn about it.
ii. i feel at ease, for a longest time now. and nothing is okay with feeling ease. trust me.
iii. jotting down short notes is easier than talking. try it.
iv. i dont have a strong point to actually write anything. well does anyone?
v. as much as i feel guilty, i cannot help myself. because i have lost myself, a long time ago. what left is just memory. or vivid dreams i cannot even grasp it.
vi. in finding light, you have to be patient. dear self, have a strong hold. have a strong hold for now.