here's to when the reality kicks in

here's what they told me, '2016 is a year of no one's gonna hire you.'

and so you're graduating this year? you are doomed. 

sabtu lalu, aku pergi ke karnival kerjaya dan tak sengaja pergi walk-in interview dengan salah satu company israel terkemuka dunia. aku tak prepare sepatah haram text mahupun jawapan kepada expected questions. some experience you cannot just look it up on youtube. 

and i was told that they(companies) will only hire fresh grads, giving the term 'in training' for the position they offer for a year. after that, you will (or so they told) be a permanent. ramai yang tak tahu, it sorts of a contract. and what this contract will do? probably they would kick you out after the contract ends. don't believe me? see for yourself. they are being playsafe for the time being. tak perlu bayar staff mahal mahal. fresh grads, budak baru nak lihat dunia luar dan terlebih semangat. lagi memudahkan kerja mereka.

you know, we are just dumb characters live in their system. in case the economy goes doom, you'll get kicked out. oh it's already right? well, be prepared. do you think they'll pay you the amount they say you'll get? think again. 

no

on this platform, trying to release everything that has been going inside my head today. i always find myself being okay with everything and...