i am half surprised that people still comee here and read my crappy life. people are probably having a crappy life that they have nothing to do and be here instead.
anyway, february had gone real slow but still, it had completely gone for this year. i remembered in 1Q84 where Tengo said to Fuka-Eri, time hasnt really going forward or in one direction but people tend to believe it is, as a concept. i really think it’s true.
being unemployed, i have filled my days with just reading and occasionally checking people on social media recording, or i would say boasting about their crappy life that crappy people would enjoy and judge during their free time.
i love being unemployed although sometimes it can be boring. you dont have money to spend. hence, you dont have to spend your time managing the money that you dont have. hence, you have more time for yourself. you have the most precious thing in the world that is time.
i dont watch tv. i hate tvs. cause of ads. and their crappy programs and shows. i can live without tv but i dont think i can live without internet. but still, nobody can live long enough in total isolation. one might turn crazy living alone and not seeing or talk to people probably after few months.
anyway, maybe i’ll write again in another time. when i feel like giving life to my thoughts.