i. im going to have my first ever training in my career journey. telling people about abah’s journey to where he is now really make me wanna be more like him although i know it’s so hard to achieve even closer to what he has. i really want to stay in this industry and work it out. its the least i can do to environment, humanity and future generation. it’s something i’m pretty sure i can be proud of.
ii. last week, it was my third sister’s wedding. it was quite tiring but i really did help more than what i’d done during other weddings. welcoming new family isn’t as tough as accepting the fact that you’re going to have a room youve shared with someone so close to you for years all by yourself and now they’ve gone to embark a new journey with someone who was once a stranger. i’m all alone. i still feel so attached to her. she’s the closest one to me and it really feels like ive lost her.
iii. the most important person in my life is going to have a graduation ceremony that i sadly cannot attend. i wish i had the power to change everything according to my plan so i can be happy making everyone feel happy. welcome to the real world of having a real shitty job that pay you shits but you’ll realize the small things that’ll keep you going. another day.
iv. i had accidents more than average accidents ever happened in a person’s life. believe me, ive gone through everything but death and injuries. please pray for me and my lifespan.
v. friends getting engaged, friends getting married and friends expecting babies. and repeat every year. yep.