Have you ever think that, at this point of your life, you should accept whatever comes in between, be it you've changed, or everything is going constantly unchanged or rather a lil ups and downs?
and so you're lonely
and so you're changing
and so everyone's leaving
or so
you're escaping.
Either way, things won't change abruptly to the point where you, are at your constant life cycle. You know that. It will change, but rather slowly. Everything seems like it doesn't move a bit but it actually is. At least, time is. You won't be forever you at your age.
It's weird.
The more I think, the more it leads me to pointless. I hate to choose to go with the flow because I don't want it to be like I am actually off track, or slipped or whatever. Let's just have faith that these upcoming weeks will go smoothly.