Ramble #IDK

Before I ramble on further details, I shall tell you all that I'm only here because I have to speak on what's in my mind so that I won't rant it all and throw out pale words and forgettable thoughts through twitter. I warn you this is pointless.

So I had my coffee just 2 hours before and I've done watching 2 Japanese dramas. This is quite not me because I don't really watch drama I've just restarted it just to learn some new vocab for my Japanese class. I've said restarted because I used to watch drama when I was in middle school and I stopped for not really particular reasons I just don't wanna watch any more dramas. And so I watched this 2 dramas:

Sanjyuugosai No Koukousei

Biblia Koshodou no Jiken Techou

And I like Biblia Koshodou no Jiken Techou more because it was full with weird names and books and brainy words that nerdies like me would love it not to mention that the girl is cute and her acting was good too.

It is weird that I talk about what I did lately. I'd like to read more everyday but I become greedy I want to do everything. I don't have that much time I need to sacrifice some of that everything and it feels kinda sad. My priority is study but my heart's always on other things. I have soooo many things to do like naps, revisions, guitar lessons, watching dramas, socializing, eating, do laundry, books shopping, walking, running, praying, arts, gaming, sketching, writing, camping, classes, travels, reading, reading and reading can't you see?

I feel out of breath. Is the time really running out or should I just stop chasing it?

I have no idea. I still need to do my homework and graduate and work and pay debts. Wouldn't that what we all pathetic students do? Working hard, stay up all night just to get out from this faculty? You will still survive my friend but either you win or you lose. This is game we're playing. You score, you won't have to pay for yr studies. You so-so, you have to work for the debts. You flunk, you fucked up. Simply, the purpose of learning hard becomes the reason you need not to pay fr yr debts. We're all basically fucked up.

In order to win, beat the system. Don't let them make you pay a ridiculous amount of money just for a stupid roll of paper. All in all, best of luck gamers.

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on this platform, trying to release everything that has been going inside my head today. i always find myself being okay with everything and...