weird day.

back at this blog because i dont wanna draw attention from the people i know in real life. well screw that. anyway have you ever suddenly snapped at a name and broke tears? like heavy tears. it happened today and i dont know why. the word 'abah' flashed and i couldnt stop crying. i got so anxious like something very bad is going to happen so i recited yassin to get myself calm and hoping, really, everyone will be just fine and that they're in god's care. i texted family members but i didnt talk about this. i'm still a little bit anxious but Abah is fine and everyone is now. i hope it's not something bad and that i'm just overthinking it. Abah is in brunei now please pray for him too.