i stumbled upon a tweet about how this guy finding means on his way into 40. he was timid in his school years, always did good deed, and into his uni years which i can relate. having stable life, alone. travelled and stuff but he said it just gets lonelier.
i’m into my 30. and it kinda scares me.
yes i achieved what i wanna be, where i want to be.
let’s recap.
10 years ago, i just got into uni. uni life was great. i was still the shy and quiet type i used to be in school. i kept a small circle. tried making new friends but it didnt really work. and then graduated, i got a job before went back to the same uni to take degree. 6 years into uni. and then i started a new job. lasted for 2 years. and now, my current job.
10 years into adult life i’d say. i still haven’t manage to achieve my target saving after 4 years working. i travelled some. i met few people along the way. the kinds, the fake, the harsh. but i no longer keeping wish and long term goals. i guess i’m slowly losing that patience. of keeping a goal alive. right now, it’s just if it happens then it happens.